so what they call me big boy

yeah so i guess it all started way back at petrus when i worked for the gordon ramsay regime. big boy was the definitive term of belittlement handed down from all the clones working above me. funnily enough at the time i was happy to be accepted into the doctrine of the london GRH scene which back in 2004 was without comparison the place to be working. I felt, as did alot of people, that, like the roux robots before us, this was quite the tour of duty and just what i needed to become the pale, emanciated chef i wanted to be. then they satrted to burn me.